my lola(grandma) who’s so dearly close to me is a very caring, loving and forgiving grandma one could ever have.
i was a brat and spoiled child during my gradeschool days. i studied two years at the province in the house with only me and my lola living.
i was served hot meals during the very freezing weathers, got ironed clothes for school evry morning and allowances sometimes bigger than usual since i am the only child she’s spending with.
but due to that overflowing kindness, i only grew closer and closer to being ill-mannered and immatured kid.
i admit i mistreated and abused my lola’s kindness and whenever i thought of that my eyes started to get wet and felt bad for myself.
but the thing is…. it seems like my lola doesnt notice everything that i did wrong. she was always filled with love and forgiveness. and so i admire her for being that. I that God for giving us a very unconditionally loving granny.
going to the title of this blog, i saw the very unlikely writings on my grandmas old cabinet. at first i thought of a savings account number or a password for something but then i asked my lola what was it and she said, “it is the plate number of the jeepney that hit your lolo”.
my lolo, my father’s dad is a soldier during the World War II. if you have been to our province you will see a plaque at the Yamashita’s shrine engraved with my lolo’s name Pedro Gadit. the sad thing is i never seen him nor my brothers and sister. Although he is a soldier, he didnt die on the battlefield but on the road instead.
having the digits of a car plate number written at the place you would definitely see everyday as you get clothes and stuff is quite a nostalgic moment dont you think.
why would my loving and forgiving lola write that on her door? i dont wanna overthink things nor explain it myself but one day, at a very great timing, i will ask her ” why is it written there lola?”.
—aah. i miss my lola and my confidante. cant wait to see her this christmas.
i’m a catholic pero bakit ganun ka-close minded iyung mga christian regarding sa RH Bill, di ba pwedeng maging rational na lang sila.
i once heard a priest that refreshes us of what had happened to Virgin Mary, na inalagaan naman daw niya yung nasa sinapupunan niya. so with that, he’s insinuating na abortion na ang ineencourage ng RH Bill. shallow thinking i suppose.
another thing is, not that I contradict the bible; i believe and respect Christian Bible. pero kasi if it only told us what Virgin Mary experienced which was having only a single child, no more than that. How are we supposed to handle having more children, if it wasn’t mentioned in it?
i suppose not everything is written on the holy bible.
if time comes na a particular incidence wasn’t there, we are then suppose to think of our own, and of course not compromise the morals of what was already written on the holy book.
it’s just that we human are blessed with the ability to think and with that given the wisdom to know right from wrong.
-just a P.O.V.
i realized lately na i have a very strange sickness. no name and not even common. guess maybe that only me who’s experiencing it.
let’s cut it short, it’s about my mood. very disgusting mood, its like being allergic to being good. one moment i’m so kind and helpful and jolly, and then a little later, i’m serious(dead serious), and a little anxious. thing is a week or worse a day won’t pass that i transform into a rude, cruel and mad bastard. (meron at meron akong mapupuna sa iyo).
it’s just that it itches me to do something annoying. insulting. or a slight anguish i guess. ironic isn’t it. then with that i guess that pretty made me, that’s what makes a major percentage of my personality, and with that earned true friends, friends who are martyr and dumb enough to just ride with it.
-ugh, this blog is the first journal i made, i guess, this 2012. those who get it, good for me, coz’ maybe i am not alone. to those who don’t,my bad, just making a waste of ur feeds. but in the end, it’ll make me feel better, coz’ i let out,
if u think you’re so christian/catholic as we think u are,
hindi mo kailangan ng rematch, what u must do is to sue Top Rank or Bob Arum or whoever it is that says u lose.
Apakalinaw naman na ikaw nanalo tas tatanggapin mo na talo ka. well if that so, you clearly show that u are involve with this.
kumakalat na sa twitter na pera pera lang yan, well in fact it is.
its pretty obvious that those who bet on u winning will only get much much less than betting on bradley. 4.5:1 ryt? sucks. mukha kang PERA pacquiao if you dont pursue this.
Having a rematch, pretty sure u will win na, more money eh.
plus my brother was asking, why are u holding back your punches after u throw a smooth one or a couple, when bradley seem to get knocked off,
well i know, YOU DON’T WANT HIM TO BE.
-u want him to win.
Practice what u preach DECENT MAN.